Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Baby ponderings! Current mood: blissful Category: Life
Well well here I am again! I am 15 weeks along in my pregnancy as of tomorrow. We saw the Dr on Friday and it seems all is well. We heard out little one for the first time! It was ever so amazing! I can't wait to hear it again and get an ultra sound done in Oct so that we can tell what we are having! We have our names all picked out which is really awesome! I just want a healthy happy baby this time..no more experiences like Harrison. I of course am worried all the time that something is wrong even tho there are no signs to back up my worry. I REALLY want to feel pregnant so that I can enjoy my little one. We have felt some motion in my tummy which was beyond words....but it doesn't last long and doesn't repeat often :( I am so scared about being a mommy, but everyone I know says I will do great. Phil is excited which helps me to enjoy more of this and not worry as much! Have I told you all how wonderful Phil is LOL he really is my balance. I know many of you don't know him, but trust me on this one...he's completely wonderful and he LOVES me....simply amazing! Our families are also very excited :) So this little bundle will definately come into welcome arms. I know I will feel better about everything once I pass the stage where I lost Harrison which was 22 weeks...almost there! By time I go to see Dr Wetzel again it will be about 20 weeks :) Now on to the hospital drama...Tyler in Tunkahannock where I was scheduled to deliver is no longer having a maternity ward :( So now I must travel 2 hrs + to Wilkes Barre Pa to deliver our babe. I was told by my Dr's associate tho that Dr Wetzel may actual schedule my delivery and induce my labor. Just because the drive is so far and because of the issues I had before. If this prevents me having the baby in the car on the ride down than I say wonderful! It is a HUGE worry to wonder if you will make it to the hospital ect...so that would be one less thing to think about! I guess that is about all my news here until I see the Dr again! I just had to share the wonderful news that we heard our little bundle and all is going well this time! I pray everything turns out 100% different this time!
Prayers that everyone is having a Blessed day and being guided by God's Love!

Hugs
Stacy