Ten Years Ago:
I was in college doing all those fun college activities and thinking I knew what I wanted out of life. Preparing for graduation in a year and trying to get my ducks in a row. I was also worried about not being in school anymore and having to be grown up!





Five Things on the To-Do List:
Clean my apt
Redecorate my apt

Give Prancer some mommy attn

do my dishes
enjoy life
Three Bad Habits
1. Smoking
2. Eating bad food like Speg O's

3. Talking too much :)

Places I've Lived:
Montrose Pa

Mansfield Pa

That's it lol :)
What I would do if I Suddenly Became a Millionaire:
Pay off my bills

help my friends with bills

buy a new car so I could save the Cruiser

buy some clothes that FIT me hehe

put the rest into savings for my retirement :)



Five Things you Probably Don't Know About Me -- This is the hard one!
1. I love learning anything new
2. I would love to tour the US and Australia if I had the money

3. I love to be the center of attention
4. I have a tattoo addiction and must have 9 to complete the collection hehe 2 more to go
5. I HATE shoes and socks



There Elizabeth it is complete hehehe! Those 5 things you don't know are HARD....you pretty much know most of that!

Life is good
Well I am back again :) I can say that happiness abounds in my life at this point in time. I honestly haven't felt this good in years. I smile constantly so much my face actually hurts...kinda a wonderful feeling after so long. I have very few worries anymore and enjoy every moment for what it is. I can't even believe the changes I have been through in a little less than a month. I have done a complete 180. I cherish every moment with friends and family that I get and soak in everything. I am relaxed and enjoying once again being 30 something hehe! I finally feel like I am 30 something again instead of like 60 Thank God for that hehe! I pray that my life continues on it's current path for a long time. I am learning new things it seems everyday, meeting new fun people, and forgetting my worries. The apartment is coming along as far as cleaning and decorating which is awesome. I am actually contemplating internet service again so that I can keep in better contact with my friends across the country. Some of you I know are missing the phone calls hehe, but fear not it isn't because I am in hiding it is because I actually have found things to do that I completely enjoy with my whole being! I just wanted to let everyone know I am doing well and don't worry...I have decided that Stacy is going to be just fine :) As my profile says Life isn't about money and material things...it's about special moments that make you smile :) So please know that I am out and about finding those special moments with new friends so that I can be the best that I can be today tomorrow and forever! God has blessed me with the strength to change my circumstances and I Love him everyday for granting me that power. He has also blessed me with wonderful people to surround myself with! I am very excited about all my planned new adventures and learning experiences :) I am sure that you will all read about them as they occur!
Hugs
Stacy ( Happy at Last)

Thursday, April 17, 2008
Finally some peace and friendship :) Category: Friends
I know it's been a while since I was here to blog, but fear not my pals I am back. I wanted to update everyone on happenings in my little world. I am getting divorced I know many of you are shouting for joy right now ROFL! Yes I know I should have listened...I did 8 yrs later. Anyway I am so thankful for each and every one of my friends right now even more than ever before! I truly adore you all....some of you are off the charts with your support and love! This is just the begining of a new chapter in my life. It is starting out so well with which I am thrilled! I can't help but wonder and dream of what is next for me. I look forward to spending time with everyone more often now...of course this may or may not include a new male partner in my life you just never know with me! The divorce will be final in July sometime...until then I plan on hanging out with everyone I can :) Once it is final perhaps I will have found someone to date that makes me smile and you all enjoy as much as I do :) I will try to keep you all posted. Thank you to everyone for the support and love! And those of you have have bought me some drinks....THANK YOU!!!! I actually totally enjoy going out now!

Hugs
Stacy

Monday, April 21, 2008
Best Weekend EVER!!!!! Current mood: bouncy Category: Life
Ok I am back to give everyone another update on life! I had the BEST, I am not lying here, the absolute BEST weekend of my LIFE! The weather was simply amazing warm sunny wonderful and just plain perfect! I shared my weekend with the aforementioned male counterpart on Friday and after work Saturday! It is so mind boggling what a difference one person can make in your life. We did nothing too special as far as events....but the happiness it caused was purely beyond all words. I know most of you aren't used to hearing me say happy things hehe :) Most of the people I hang out with do usually see happy me because the fact is I don't want to be unhappy nor share my unhappiness with anyone. Those of you who do know the unhappy moments I thank you for supporting me and and helping through the struggles. So anyway I wanted to share this shining moment in my life with you all. It was a simple romantic weekend that has made my heart and soul so full of life I can't describe it!!! I am begining to think....(hold on to your hats here) I am pretty, smart, and fun!! I know I am thinking these things how AMAZING is that! I have never believed I was any of them, but I TRULY in my heart and soul am actually begining to believe it....I am worthy of being loved by someone and cared for because I am me and no other reason. There are tears in my eyes as I write this because I have never felt the happiness I feel these days! Another amazing thing happened this morning when I woke up...well was woke up rudely by Prancer wanting food ROFL....I wasn't sick to my stomach. It's been 3 yrs since that has occured. I am so used to waking up sick that this morning I was waiting for it to kick in and it never did! Finally the stress and worry are gone from my life. That is the first major sign my body has given me that indeed LIFE IS GOOD! No matter what happens from here on out I know I am strong enough to handle it and be ok!! I am not " in a relationship" (not that I am aware of yet anyway) mainly just spending time with a really great guy :) You never know we may end up in a relationship in the future when my divorce is final, but until then I look forward to every moment we get to share together. I am very excited about life right now!!!! Ok so enough of my rambling....I know some of you that read this will really appreciate what these words are saying!!!!!

Hugs and Love to everyone
Stacy

Ok so today's news! Well actually this news is from a while ago, but I am filing for divorce. It was a very hard decision and took me 8 years to be brave/strong enough to actually do it! I feel like 10 tons of weight have been lifted off me to be completely honest! I can no longer worry myself with his decisions. I need to take care of Stacy and make me the best I can be in the end. That is a really hard thing to decide I will tell you that! Best decision I have made in my life tho and I am thankful to God and my friends for helping me through it :)

Other than this there isn't really much news. I am living alone YAY!! Totally love it hehe! The dog is wonderful much more relaxed too! I work like crazy still and for some unknown reason have decided to pick up yet another night! WOW! Wed Thurs and Sat nights are now occupied with waitressing. The bosses wife is going to finish the cleaning...perhaps she thought it was taking me too long I am not sure, but that is one less night for me to be there! I was assured I had done nothing wrong so I guess I go with that.

Ah well life is crazy as usual in my world hehehe! Honestly if it wasn't would I be able to deal...probably not!! Speaking of Craziness...get this...I have liked this guy ( we are friends) since I met him about a year ago. I was always told he was Gay so never even thought about the jokes we played on each other. Well come to find out he isn't Gay it is all just a joke they play on HIM. So I inform him about my divorce thinking hey we are friends maybe we could hang out sometime.....oh yea RIGHT he freaks out on me and still isn't speaking. I find out that everyone is telling him shit about me :( They want him to hook up with me....i don't want this at all, but apparently talking to me isn't an option anymore :( So now I have lost his friendship because other people run their mouth ASSES! But this does say something about said boy too tho because if he was a nice quality guy he would have came to me and said....hey I was joking totally I am not interested sorry if I lead you on...blah blah blah....so anyway I thought that fit the craziness mode! I really do hope him and I can fix our friendship tho because he is totally the funniest guy EVER if you get to know him! I love playing jokes on him! I am pretty convinced PA boys are retards LOL....anyone disagree????

Ok I gotta go for now, but I will be back fear not! I will probably see the retard boy on Saturday night so hopefully I will have an update for you whether or not we have fixed our broken friendship.

Latas gatas

Stacy

I forgot to mention in the last post......I am down to 186 lbs! I can't believe that just a year and a half ago I weighed in at a WHOPPING 275 lbs hence that HORRIBLE picture on here! I definately need a new one of me being my skinny self! Those who only know me on line will see a huge difference those who know me irl well you've already witnessed the transformation....from yucky milk work to butterfly ROFL! The Dr called with blood work results today and everything is fine so why am I losing weight...no idea. I don't eat like I used to but that hasn't changed in the last 6 months I run stairs at work that also hasn't changed in almost a year so why am I still losing?? Doesn't that usually level off?? Ahhh well I ain't worried the heart is still tickin LOL! Ok I think that is really all my news!

Stacy

Well everyone I am back! It's been a while. First my computer died so I didn't have one :( Then work has been crazzzzzy :) This is a really good thing! So whilst I have been away things have really changed!! I finally did the one thing I have been wanting to do for 3 yrs...filed for divorce! officially I will file on Friday, but you know what I mean hehe! I feel the best I have felt in a long long time! I no longer have so many worries about drinking! I can now go out and have a good time without looking over my shoulder...it's kinda nice! I no longer get woke up early either because my house is silent :) I didn't know how hard living was for the last 8 yrs until now! Anyway I am so glad ( as some of my friends say) I grew a pair ROFL! I LOVE the 2nd job and the bartenders I work with. They are all amazing and such fun! It gets better every week. I hope to find some great friends to hang out with now that I am single. Scott moved most of his stuff out last Saturday, but we remain on friendly terms no fighting for us. He is leaving his furniture with me until he finds a place. So anyway that is the biggest news I have had in a while! Work news is also about. Chelsea Clinton and her uncle Hugh Rodham will be here tomorrow to tour out manufacturing facility...altho I am not a Clinton support or even a Democrat it is always fun to meet new people!! I hope and pray that this is a good thing for our little business. At least get us on the news for a GOOD reason this time! Those who know me know EXACTLY what I am talking about.. I must sign off for you, but felt bad having not updated everyone!

remember **SMILE** it makes the sunshine in your soul shine through the clouds in your eyes!

Hugs and Love
Stacy