Monday, April 21, 2008
Best Weekend EVER!!!!! Current mood: bouncy Category: Life
Ok I am back to give everyone another update on life! I had the BEST, I am not lying here, the absolute BEST weekend of my LIFE! The weather was simply amazing warm sunny wonderful and just plain perfect! I shared my weekend with the aforementioned male counterpart on Friday and after work Saturday! It is so mind boggling what a difference one person can make in your life. We did nothing too special as far as events....but the happiness it caused was purely beyond all words. I know most of you aren't used to hearing me say happy things hehe :) Most of the people I hang out with do usually see happy me because the fact is I don't want to be unhappy nor share my unhappiness with anyone. Those of you who do know the unhappy moments I thank you for supporting me and and helping through the struggles. So anyway I wanted to share this shining moment in my life with you all. It was a simple romantic weekend that has made my heart and soul so full of life I can't describe it!!! I am begining to think....(hold on to your hats here) I am pretty, smart, and fun!! I know I am thinking these things how AMAZING is that! I have never believed I was any of them, but I TRULY in my heart and soul am actually begining to believe it....I am worthy of being loved by someone and cared for because I am me and no other reason. There are tears in my eyes as I write this because I have never felt the happiness I feel these days! Another amazing thing happened this morning when I woke up...well was woke up rudely by Prancer wanting food ROFL....I wasn't sick to my stomach. It's been 3 yrs since that has occured. I am so used to waking up sick that this morning I was waiting for it to kick in and it never did! Finally the stress and worry are gone from my life. That is the first major sign my body has given me that indeed LIFE IS GOOD! No matter what happens from here on out I know I am strong enough to handle it and be ok!! I am not " in a relationship" (not that I am aware of yet anyway) mainly just spending time with a really great guy :) You never know we may end up in a relationship in the future when my divorce is final, but until then I look forward to every moment we get to share together. I am very excited about life right now!!!! Ok so enough of my rambling....I know some of you that read this will really appreciate what these words are saying!!!!!

Hugs and Love to everyone
Stacy